As the Good Vibes Gatherings are shaping up, I am reminded to sit still and listen. It is in the listening that I hear spirit.
As I embarked upon this last weekend I knew it might be challenging. It has been awhile since I’ve done group gatherings outside of the Orange County Healing Center, other than down the street at BOTI studio (If you haven’t gone to check them out, Google what they are up to) and I wasn’t sure what to expect.
At the OC Yoga festival, I found a lovely group of open-minded individuals who were ready to step beyond their minds and share their hearts. The one message that truly stood out to me was… how we give our power away… the power of love…
Since I am teaching to love yourself as you love another, I posed this question, “How do you show your love to another?” What struck me hard was this answer, by more than one person, “I try to make them feel special, or worthy…like they are enough.
I cannot tell you how many relationships I was in where I would see a man’s potential, who he could be, rather than who he was. I poured my love into him hoping he would change. Of course this never worked, and I was left with feelings of disappointment or anger, and feelings of not being good enough. Or, even friendships where I was always giving, left with the feeling of being taken advantage of. Once I learned to trust and love myself more these types of relationship’s changed.
After everyone shared, I came back to this point, “If we do not have feelings of worthiness ourselves…if we do not know how special we are… if we cannot feel our own love, this love we pour into others… how can we ever attract it?”
The day after the festival I went to Whittier to hold the next Gathering. Again, I was a bit nervous, as I did not know the type of folks that would come. After all, this was in a restaurant in downtown Whittier! If you haven’t been to the Modern Shaman Kitchen on Greenleaf, you are missing out! It’s totally VEGAN! In WHIITER!!! And they happen to be a couple of groovy people I met many years ago when I did an opening ceremony for a friend in Laguna.
THIS GROUP!!! OMG!!!
People who I’ve never met before open to a group healing (Which, BTW, I had no idea I was doing. I had a whole other class prepared for them). They bared their souls with one another. With open hearts they wanted to feel the shift… and they did. Just like the group Saturday, these loving hearts were ready to LOVE THEMSELVES MORE! The energy was beautiful and we all left glowing.
That morning, before the Whittier gathering, a friend in Durango, CO. reached out. She wanted me to come and bless her land and have a gathering around her medicine wheel. We had been talking about me coming for a couple of years and this
time I said yes! On August 11th, I will be with a whole new group of souls ready to love and open up their hearts to the infinite wisdom within.
When we fall more in love with ourselves, our world will change.
I look forward to being with you in ceremony soon…
In May, after knowing Shaman Isabella for a little over two years, I finally received my first channeled message and healing, which was extraordinary.
“Why did we wait so long to do this?” I asked her.
“Because you weren’t ready,” she replied.
She was right. I hadn’t sought her out for that very reason. The timing wasn’t right. The teacher—or the healer—will appear when you are ready. If you resonate with Isabella, reach out and connect with her. You’ll be glad you did– Scott Ware, Editor
“Listen with your heart, Feel with your mind.” – Good Vibes Cards
My name is Shaman Isabella and I am here to welcome you home to yourself and your connection to infinite love and wisdom. There is a vibration that is unique to you and this vibration connects to the mother, whether you know her as Gaia, Pachamama or Earth.
Somewhere along the way we gave up this connection; we forgot. We gave our power away and allowed material things to control us. But we are in a time of great awakening and discovery.
Now is the time to focus on that which truly matters, ourselves.
Many years ago, I was lost to addiction. I allowed people, places and things to control me. Giving my power away to drugs was a way of life and I was lost. In 1991, I found myself and began a path of consciousness. I worked on my thoughts and behaviors. Even though I only had a 5th grade education, I did everything I could to grow. At the age of 31, pregnant with my youngest child, I went back to school. Finally earning my Associates, Bachelors, and then Masters degree. But, even with all these accomplishments, I didn’t feel truly connected, so I began seeking spirituality.
We have looked outside of ourselves for the meaning of life or why we exist for centuries.
Seeking spirituality has been a notion man has had since the beginning of time. The truth is, everything we are looking for, exists within. We have always had it; we have just forgotten where to look.
In 2006, I had my first Shaman energy healing. My mother was in a home with dementia and had been for a year and a half, with no end in sight. I had been in a relationship that was going nowhere and although I had accomplished a great many things, I still felt very stuck in my life.
One day, while lying in my mother’s bed in the home, I asked her, “What will I ever do without you?” Her meaningful response was, “Everything you need you had all along.”
I called an old friend and she told me she was working with Alberto Villoldo and the Four Winds Society. She said I needed an over-the-phone healing. I remember saying, “Over the phone? How can that possibly work!” She replied, “You believe in energy don’t you? Energy works wherever you are.” I was so desperate…I gave it a go.
You see, my mother had come to me in a waking dream and asked me to get her out of there. The dream was so real to me. I remember telling her, “How can I get you out of there when I can’t get myself out of here?”
I waited anxiously for the healing a month later. When I finally spoke to my Shaman in Chile, she told me I had a past-life with my mom and we had a contract that needed to be broken. I was so afraid I would never see her again. Somewhere deep inside me, I knew in order for us both to grow, I had to let her go. I am so grateful that healing allowed my mother to transition peacefully soon after.
There were many more incredible healings that took place from that moment on.
In 2007, I began to study, but not to become a Shaman. I did it to find those lost pieces of myself, the disconnected, misplaced and unseen parts I’d longed for.
When I opened my home as the Orange County Healing Center in 2009, I had no idea of the magic that would take place, the people I would help, the traveling I would experience and the life I would get to live. I am forever grateful to myself for the journey I have taken. The experiences I’ve had make me who I am today.
In the beginning it was difficult to call myself a Shaman. Who was I to claim a sacred, ancient, indigenous rite? But after years of doing this work, seeing what I have seen and knowing who I am, I can honestly say this is what I was born to do.
The traumas I endured make sense now. They happened so I could help others heal and come back home to themselves in a whole new way.
One of the more profound healings I give assists those who have passed on release old issues and evolve as a soul.
Many times, when clients come in with a particular problem, we can track it back to an ancestral pattern. I can sometimes see the family member that is still attached. Together, we identify the patterns and easily release it and the loved one into their light. This technique is such an honor for as we know, each healing goes 7 generations up and 7 generations down. Once we clear at this level my clients feel lighter and more connected to themselves. Each time this happens it still amazes me. It is a true gift.
Everything that has ever happened to us creates a memory imprint on our light-body and that imprint affects our daily lives. Until we clear those issues, we will continue attracting and creating the same trauma over and over in different ways.
This year marks my 10th anniversary as a Shaman in this lifetime. I am grateful to be able guide you home to yourself and back to the Mother. What I’ve learned is when we meditate in our heart space, tone and connect to the Earth we can bring ourselves home.
Something to do for yourself right now…
There are many ways to connect to the Earth for grounding and creating a state of bliss. One is to sit in the grass with your shoes off or even to just stand there and hum/tone. If you do not have grass, visualize it. Place your hands on your heart and breathe in the beauty of who you are. Feel the tone of your humming in your chest. Try OM and Ah and EE.
I channeled an activation called The Crystal Star-Lite Rites in 2011. I do this along with other ancient healing techniques when a client has a deep wound and a missing piece of their light. I’ve been teaching this in my healer trainings and found it to have amazing results.
Try it for yourself…
Visualize the center of the Earth as a giant crystal and connect to that light. Feel it filling your body with the light. This is your divine rite to be on the planet at this time in the full expression of Who You Are. Use this crystal light to illuminate your entire body, sending the energy up so it shoots out of your Crown Chakra though your higher self and into the stars.
Connect to your highest star (even if you do not know which star that is), feel what is the highest light for you and download more of your own light here. Allow this light to go down into the crystal and back up again. As you do this, call yourself back to yourself. Say, “I claim all of my energy back to me now, clean and clear, I release all energies that are not mine to the light.” Then trust that it is done.
When you feel complete, disconnect from the crystal and bring this new light energy into your solar plexus and say, “I trust my gut, my inner wisdom.” Then disconnect from the star and say, “I trust myself.” Now move some of this clear energy into your heart, for when you always come from a place of love for yourself first, these two intuitive centers grow.
This is a journey. Enjoy the ride of self-exploration.
Each day look for what is working, instead of focusing on what is not. Find those missing pieces and connect to the Earth, for she is your Mother and will always support you. By discovering the healer within, you will feel more connected to Pachamama, the animal kingdom, the plant world and the vibration of life all around you. Connect as often as possible and go within. Become one with yourself and live life to the fullest.
All we need lives within our own heartbeat and that heartbeat is connected to our mother, Mother Earth. By letting go of our old ideas and keeping our vibration high, we will experience a true connection, not only to ourselves, but the world around us.
My daughter Victoria and I created the Good Vibes positive affirmation cards. Pulling a card a day helps you connect to your intuitive nature. These cards contain a instruction booklet with messages and 3-action steps for each card. These steps are meant to help one discover themselves in a whole new way.
My mission is to continue to create community wherever I go. My gift is teaching you how to connect to your heart, your path, your light and the earth. If you would like me travel to your area and speak I offer ceremony. Land clearings and more.
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Crystal Star-lite Rites Healing
This is an excerpt from Awakening Code Radio Show in Laguna Beach.
Imagine a crystal deep within the earth. This crystal lite and crystalline structure is the heartbeat of Pachamama – Mother Earth and connects you to your divine right to be here on earth in the full expression of who you are. When you illuminate this beautiful healing light all the way through your body and out of the top of your head, into your higher self and the stars, you connect with the highest vibrational light.
Bring that light through your body and into the earth core crystal and shoot it back up again.
By doing this energy flush you release old stuck energy and become open to recieve your inner wisdom and gifts. When you are finished disconnect from the earth crystal and bring this light up into your solar plexus, anchor it in and breathe. Trust your gut. This is your second brain. Now, disconnect from the star and bring that energy through your higher self; aligning your spirit higher. Anchor that into your first brain; 3rd eye. Trust your intuition. Now move some of that energy from both of those intuitive centers into your heart. When you always come from a place of love for yourself first these intuitive centers grow.
Connect to the Golden Light of the Sun
Imagine the golden light of the sun turning into liquid gold and pouring through your higher self and into the top of your head. Imagine warm golden liquid life force energy from the sun, re-imprinting and reweaving your luminous energy field Feel the warm golden energy throughout your body, awakening every single cell of your being, bringing total health and wellness throughout your body, pouring warm liquid gold out of your fingers and your toes. Feel healed in every fiber of your being.
Creator of all that is, thank you thank you, thank you for this beautiful healing for myself. Thank you for giving me crystal, clear, clarity as I move forward on my path. I know I am a being of light and I am grateful to be alive.
And so it is.
For years I have been teaching the Crystal Star-lite rites as an activation for my clients divine right to be here on the planet at this time in the full expression of they are. It is my honor and privilege to share these rites with you.
Many blessings on your journey of light and love.
Crystal Star-lite Rites on Awakening Code Radio
Hello tribe! Friday’s fire was filled with magic, all of those in attendance were heart-filled! Being the first fire of 2017, it meant so much to be in community and to be able to sit in ceremony.
Remember to find ceremony in everything you do…
Set intentions and believe they will manifest in time. Stay tuned-in to yourself and SHINE! Take a look at my calendar as I have many things going on in the near future.