Good Vibes Gatherings

Good Vibes Gatherings

As the Good Vibes Gatherings are shaping up, I am reminded to sit still and listen. It is in the listening that I hear spirit.

As I embarked upon this last weekend I knew it might be challenging. It has been awhile since I’ve done group gatherings outside of the Orange County Healing Center, other than down the street at BOTI studio (If you haven’t gone to check them out, Google what they are up to) and I wasn’t sure what to expect.

Shaman Isabella Good Vibes Gathering

At the OC Yoga festival, I found a lovely group of open-minded individuals who were ready to step beyond their minds and share their hearts. The one message that truly stood out to me was… how we give our power away… the power of love…

Since I am teaching to love yourself as you love another, I posed this question, “How do you show your love to another?” What struck me hard was this answer, by more than one person, “I try to make them feel special, or worthy…like they are enough.

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I cannot tell you how many relationships I was in where I would see a man’s potential, who he could be, rather than who he was. I poured my love into him hoping he would change. Of course this never worked, and I was left with feelings of disappointment or anger, and feelings of not being good enough. Or, even friendships where I was always giving, left with the feeling of being taken advantage of. Once I learned to trust and love myself more these types of relationship’s changed.

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After everyone shared, I came back to this point, “If we do not have feelings of worthiness ourselves…if we do not know how special we are… if we cannot feel our own love, this love we pour into others… how can we ever attract it?”

The day after the festival I went to Whittier to hold the next Gathering. Again, I was a bit nervous, as I did not know the type of folks that would come. After all, this was in a restaurant in downtown Whittier! If you haven’t been to the Modern Shaman Kitchen on Greenleaf, you are missing out! It’s totally VEGAN! In WHIITER!!! And they happen to be a couple of groovy people I met many years ago when I did an opening ceremony for a friend in Laguna.

THIS GROUP!!! OMG!!!

People who I’ve never met before open to a group healing (Which, BTW, I had no idea I was doing. I had a whole other class prepared for them). They bared their souls with one another. With open hearts they wanted to feel the shift… and they did. Just like the group Saturday, these loving hearts were ready to LOVE THEMSELVES MORE! The energy was beautiful and we all left glowing.

That morning, before the Whittier gathering, a friend in Durango, CO. reached out. She wanted me to come and bless her land and have a gathering around her medicine wheel. We had been talking about me coming for a couple of years and this

time I said yes! On August 11th, I will be with a whole new group of souls ready to love and open up their hearts to the infinite wisdom within.

When we fall more in love with ourselves, our world will change.

I look forward to being with you in ceremony soon…

Shaman Isabella

The Healers Journey

The Healers Journey

By Shaman Isabella

Throughout my existence I knew there was more to life than what I was currently experiencing. I always felt the Universe had a plan for me but by the age of 46 I felt it had not been fully revealed. Timing is everything and life is funny it has way of leading us to where we need to be, even though we might not know it at the time.

In 2006, my mother was in a home and had been there for a year and a half. I was living in Moscow Idaho with my teenage daughter having just graduated with my Master of Fine Arts. Although I had come far in my life, I still felt very stuck.

One night my mother came to me in a lucid dream state and said, “Get me out of here.” I remember saying, “How can I get you out of there when I can’t get myself out of here?”

After that my mother was in my dreams quite a bit. Even though we had our difficulties growing up she and I were extremely close. She was the one who spoke of fairies, past-lives, astrology and psychics. I loved her dearly and still do.

After a month of these dreams I called an old friend who told me I needed to work with a Shaman.

I had never really heard of Shamans other than Native American Indians. But I felt so unhappy at that point I was willing to do anything. So I made an appointment with a woman in Chile, not even truly believing if over the phone would work. My friend had explained that it was just energy and since I believed in energy I trusted the process.

The Shaman found a contract I had made with my mother in a past-life to never leave her side. She asked me if I was willing to break the contract. This was very hard for me as I felt I may never see my mother again in future lives if I did. Something inside of me was stronger than the thought, so I said yes.

Within one month my mother transitioned peacefully in her sleep.

A few months later after having a liver biopsy I almost died. The doctor did not leave me on my side long enough and I bled 4 units of blood into my belly. The pain was intense and I was admitted to ICU. It took months to recover and at some point I realized I was reliving my husbands death.

In 1987 my husband died of cancer of the colon. While at his bedside during his final moments I listened to his labored breath. When he inhaled for the last time his spirit went out of his body and into mine. At the time I had no idea that had occurred, but over the years, I knew he was with me. I had even gone once to a psychic that asked me who the dead person was. I knew it was him. She told me she could only place him in a room for 6 months, but could not get rid of him. I made peace with the fact that this was how I would live my life until my near death experience.

I called my Shaman and told her the story. When she finally extracted his spirit from my energy field I threw up. I was finally free.

When I moved back to California in late 2006, I began taking Shaman classes and learning more about releasing energy. My experiences were so profound there was no denying energy medicine worked.

I now feel my whole life lead up to this moment. All my challenges and hardships brought me to where I am today.

I am grateful for my story, as it is my story and I worked hard for it.

There was a calling and I stepped onto the path and have never looked back. If you feel the healers path is one for you, I invite you to take this short quiz. If you answer yes to 2 or more of these questions you may want to seek out a training program that suits you.

You have to be ready to do the inner work as my feeling is we must heal ourselves in order to become clear channels for others.

Do people often come to you for advice? YES NO
Are you aware of how others are feeling? YES NO
When you walk into a room can you sense the energy? YES NO
Have you always felt there was something more for you in this life? YES NO
Do you want to help others and make the world a better place? YES NO

If you have answered yes to 2 or more of these questions than the healers path is the one for you.

When I first started my training it was not to become a healer, but that is what was written in the stars.

To awaken your inner healer and learn Shamanic techniques of self-discovery, empowerment and healings click here.

 Many Blessings~

Audio Meditation: Creating Space In Your Mind

Audio Meditation: Creating Space In Your Mind

Are you stuck in the same old patterns or have you broken free from your mind and allowed yourself time to fly? Personally I go back and forth. Sometimes I feel stuck and others I am able to make my way out of my mind. This is the ebb and flow of life. What’s most important is being able to create space between the thoughts in your mind. When you have mastered this you will feel more at peace.

Today create a few moments of space between the thoughts.

Audio Meditation – Inner Child

Audio Meditation – Inner Child

Past wounds can get stuck in your energy field and chakra body creating feelings of lack and fear as well as many other issues. Becoming conscious of how you feel is key. Throughout the day check in with yourself and see how you are feeling.  Notice how you feel around certain people. Do this exercise with no judgment; just observe.

When you feel as if you are getting triggered breathe and ground yourself. You can do this by simply imagining your feet are like the roots of a tree. Anchor into your divine line and attach it to the front of your spine. Breathe again and notice if this person is still able to trigger you or if you can fill yourself up with yourself and let it go. Connecting with our inner children can help with this.


 

Conscious Life Expo Recap

Conscious Life Expo Recap

Hello Tribe!

This past weekend at the Conscious Life Expo was incredible.  I saw many old friends and made some new ones. Lecturing and teaching the Spanish speaking population about the Good Vibes/Buenas Vibras deck blew me away. Everyone was so responsive and connected. The room of 300 people felt like one. Since it was 2/11 and this year’s master number is 11 I feel we were also healing the planet. It has been a long time goal of mine to transform large groups at a time, so I am extremely grateful.

I had the most amazing experience with a young man who had stuck energy in his field that showed up in his Aura photo. I thought to myself, “Oh wow,  I can finally see what a persons field looks like after a healing”. So I took him, along with his brother, back to the Aura photo booth and took another photo. In the before and after photo it is quite evident that stuck energy was cleared and his Aura was clean. It is inspirational moments like these that bring a 3D reality to what I do. I have always felt the clearing for people but I have never seen it so for me it was a very special moment.


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Healing past wounds Meditation

Use this forgiveness meditation to heal your heart. When we forgive others we become more open to loving ourselves.

Falling more in love with yourself daily is key to living & abundant life filled with joy.