Dancer with powder in the airI spent many years trapped in a state of lack. My whole being screamed Victim! Those I met were ready to pounce on me as if I were prey. I had no idea I was actually bring this on myself. I felt hopeless helpless and totally victimized by those around me. The destiny I had claimed for myself was one of drug addict, teen mom, and battered wife. I saw no way out of the hole I had crept into, the hole I had dug for myself in order to find some sanity in this otherwise insane world.

As I look back in time I can remember a child who was strong, independent and thoughtful, but somehow I fell into a place of not feeling good enough. There was never enough in my house.

My mother always complained about money and the lack of it. This created a lasting imprint not only in my mind but on my energy body as well. My father was never around and she had to work very hard to be able to keep us in the home he had given her in the Hollywood Hills. It was the 60’s a time of love and war and keeping up with the Jones. My mother bless her soul was just trying to keep up with me.

Prosperity was not something we spoke of in the house. My mother was a very practical person, thrifty. She would walk instead of putting a dime in the parking meter. She saved and saved.

It may have looked as though we had money because of where we lived and the people whose houses we were invited to, but my mother worked everyday, sometimes three jobs to make sure the bills were paid.

At the time I could care less. All I could think of was myself and how I did not have what all the other kids had.

I really think it is in how you raise your children. Are you raising them to believe prosperity only means wealth? Or are you teaching them that prosperity comes from within? If you feel prosperous you are, if you feel lack or like a victim you are.

The statement “our thoughts become things” is so true, but even truer is the statement, “What you feel you are, you are”. If we raise ourselves and our children and grandchildren to believe in themselves. To find Personal empowerment they will fell prosperous as thus create prosperity in their lives.

If we focus on the land being prosperous. Growing food to nourish our bodies then we will survive.

There is much talk about 2012 and the end of the planet, as we know it. I do not believe this is true. It will however be the beginning of a new age, an age where people come together to create communities. I focus on how to create a more prosperous world. One where there is less cement and more soil–one where you can feel the richness when eating your food or smelling your air.

Everyone is complaining about on thing or another. Now is the time to remind yourself and others to think with a positive mind. TO expand your consciousness and grow your light body so you can create abundance in your life and the lives of your families.

If you are not connected to your family find your tribe. I talk a lot about finding your tribe. This is why I founded the Orange County Healing Center. It is a place for people to come together. I used to say it was a place for like-minded people to come together. Now I feel it is a more than just like-minded person. It is for all people who want a better life. We do not all need to be like-minded we just all need to have a common goal, to feel better. To step out of the place of victim, and look at what they have done to me. If we have the power of choose and the power of our minds then we have the power to change. We can change our minds, our lives, and our state of prosperity.

Go deep within and ask yourself where you feel lack in your life. Write it down. Now find where it lives in your body, your chakras. Is in your heart, your third eye? Find it now.
Then put that feeling of lack into the fire. Transform your energy into a feeling of light-love-happiness.
Vibrate at the highest frequency possible!